a difficult feeling Lyrics

(Sagittarius got sum here)

My love for you is never gon' change

And the shit we have, just won't be the same

I remember when you felt this way

Then I fucked up and you went away

All those feelings came back when I texted but

I realized your feelings for me ended

So I held in my love yeah I kept it

Cause I'm tried of getting rejected

I always thought you'd be the one

You liked me for me, it was rare

But I went and ruined the fun

And you disappeared, it was fair

I fell but I climbed back and I'm still alive

Kept falling, I came back again everytime

You thrived I thought that you moved on with life

Disguised, you held back emotions to hide

But maybe I'm wrong

Maybe you were fine all along

Maybe I wanted to feel better about being alone

Might've been the reason I started writing songs

I don't really know I don't really know

I don't really know I don't really know

No, I don't really know

I don't really know I don't really know

No, I don't really know

I don't really know I don't really know

No, I don't really know

No, I don't really know

I've never really known

No, I don't really know

I don't really know

These tears, been built up for so many years

I hear, but nobody lends me their ears

I sit here, I'm wasting my time that I fear, that I fear

I am not built for this test

I don't wear the symbol for hope on my chest

I want to be known as the best

Be by your side, all the time, with no rest

I cannot give up cause that's what you expect

I want to do more cause you always get less

Cannot give up cause that's what you expect

I want to do more cause you always get less

From these other dudes

Why would they ever do that to you

Just give up on you, that is not what I am here to do

Give you something new, maybe you need somebody new

Make you comfortable, can already tell you ain't comfortable

But maybe I'm wrong

Maybe you were fine all along

Maybe I wanted to feel better about being alone

Might've been the reason I started writing songs

I don't really know I don't really know

I don't really know I don't really know

No, I don't really know

I don't really know I don't really know

No, I don't really know

I don't really know I don't really know

No, I don't really know

No, I don't really know

I've never really known

No, I don't really know

I don't really know