i've been feeling (suicidal) Lyrics

I've been feeling suicidal

I hate myself I'm my own rival

Cause I've been feeling suicidal

I left my note right by the bible

Haven't spoken to god in a while

I wonder if he'll pick up for his child

I don't know why I call with denial

But lately what I'm feeling feels final

I've been feeling suicidal

I hate myself I'm my own rival

Cause I've been feeling suicidal

I left my note right by the bible

And I don't think I'm that far off

i hate myself for getting lost

Thought I could just stand up strong

But you and I both knew I'd fall

And I don't wanna go back to my ways

I've been in a crisis almost everyday

God don't judge but look at what he made

Please don't try to tell me that everything is okay

Cause I've been broken way too long

And you just watched and dance along

This the struggling artist favorite song

I've been feeling suicidal

I hate myself I'm my own rival

Cause I've been feeling suicidal

I left my note right by the bible

I've been feeling suicidal

I hate myself I'm my own rival

Cause I've been feeling suicidal

I left my note right by the bible