Heavy Heart ft. J Swervo Lyrics

I ain't switching up when the times get hard

Prayers up with a heavy heart

With a heavy heart, I been tryna start

Tryna find motivation inside

Tears can't fall when I'm in my room

Put it in songs, what I'm tryna do

Feelin' alone, I'm not in the loop

Had to seclude, I had to regroup

Yeah, the times get hard

I just had to keep it solid and just play my part

Always knew I was special, told me I would be a star

Lotta people doubted me, they said I wouldn't make it far

Now I feel it in my heart

Life took a turn, now it's getting really dark

No, death can't keep us apart

But I still got a spark, now I'm destined for a blessing

I ain't got no time, I can't deal with all that stressing

Are we there yet

Are we there yet

Thoughts in my head

Depression paralyzed me I was brain dead

Somehow my mind was still racing

So long I been on this pavement

How I'm 'posed to live in the moment

When I'm battling dissociation

I told God, I'm tired of waiting

Life ain't fun no more and I hate it

How can my heart be empty and heavy up at the same time

Some things ain't forever they only last a while

Just 'cause I'm free, that doesn't mean I never go through trials

Didn't know where I belong, I was yelling in my car at the top of my lungs

I was put into a place of reassessing what I want

Wouldn't know what to invest in if it wasn't for those months

This can't be fixed with just one prayer

I'm blowing up God's phone lately

It's up to me to go make changes

Tryna move with people on the same pages

I've outgrown all these conversations

I keep away if they move shady

Sorry but I'm tryna grow baby

Sorry but I'm tryna grow baby

I been fighting a battle, but I'm destined to win

A lotta pain I don't show, I'd just rather keep it in

They don't really know me, they just outside looking in

Some days I wanna quit, I just wish I had a twin

Looking for that light inside, but it's getting real dark

I just wish it was a brighter time

But I gotta keep going, I can never call it quits

Staying out the way, I can't be up in the mix

I ain't switching up when the times get hard

Prayers up with a heavy heart

With a heavy heart, I been tryna start

Tryna find motivation inside

Tears can't fall when I'm in my room

Put it in songs, what I'm tryna do

Feelin' alone, I'm not in the loop

Had to seclude, I had to regroup