Painkillers ft. Don Kadji & Signe Lyrics

I'm drowning in my feelings

How am I still bleeding

Need to put more patches again

And I'm just trying to heal it

Need some more painkillers

'Cause I need to numb this pain

Tripping in my feelings, counting every tears

Trip in my emotions fighting in my heart

Everything is wrong or maybe it's just me

Losing my persona trying to hide those scars

Feeling like I'm burning but this world is still cold

Trying to recover alone at 3am

Finding myself drunk as fuck looking in the mirror

And seeing all those ghosts reaching me in the back

Why you acting like it's everything always my fault?

I'm losing my control and my soul, that's the shit you told me

I lost so many people because of this fucking mold

I sacrifice my best friend, tell her that I'm sorry

Got too much shit in my head

I'm sleeping "par terre"

Instead of the bed

I'm feeling so bad

Because of my feelings

I need some more painkillers

And my phone is still ringing

"You're still breathing?"

I'm drowning in my feelings

How am I still bleeding

Need to put more patches again

And I'm just bad at healing

Need some more painkillers

'Cause I need to numb this pain

From the first to the third world

The money is lacking overseas, so I'm going to make more

I wanna make my city rich like the capital

'Cause nowadays everything is getting tragical

There is no me on my feelings

Because on my feelings it's just the way I'm fucking living

I haven't seen a doctor, I haven't seen religion

But these two to my love ones are just blocking good decisions

They've been eating from my plate

They have spitted on my face

And the worst is that I'm late?

Nah

Is that I took this as a challenge

Deleted the old ones and I found my new balance

Money can't buy happiness

Painkillers don't heal this mess

But only the tears wetting the floor

I'm drowning in my feelings

How am I still bleeding

Need to put more patches again

And I'm just bad at healing

Need some more painkillers

'Cause I need to numb this pain