I Think I Might Be Whatever This Isn't Lyrics

Chemical supplements

What are you substituting?

Not enough zinc in your blood

Blame your anxiety on teaching

That Saturday's for sober fits

And sleeping off the trauma

No art, no exercise

Just waiting to get better

Like, come to bed

Why won't you ever come to bed?

Do nothing and get angry that nothing happens

I don't want to go to bed feeling nothing

I can't find my entangled self attractive

I think I might be whatever this isn't

Prescription painkillers

What are you really treating?

The brittle bones and the migraines

Or maybe

Maybe the company you're keeping now

I know that when I get sick

It's a disappointment

It's always a selfish act

Of cynical avoidance

You're asking me what I am

Always asking what I am

Make nothing and get angry that nothing happens

I don't want to make love feeling nothing

I can't find my embattled self attractive

I think I might be whatever this isn't

You know I think I might, I think I might

I think I might be whatever this isn't

You know I think I might, I think I might

I think I might be whatever this isn't

I know you want me medicated

Maybe operated

Here I'll make the first incision myself

Then maybe you can see this vortex in my chest

And you can tell me why

I have lost all sense of self

Earn nothing and get angry that nothing happens

Tell me why it hurts so much feeling nothing

I can't find my redacted self attractive

I think I might be whatever this isn't

Do nothing and get angry that nothing happens

I don't want to go to bed feeling nothing

I can't find my entangled self attractive

I think I might be whatever this isn't

You know I think I might, I think I might

I think I might be whatever this isn't

You know I think I might, I think I might

I think I might be whatever this isn't

You know I think I might, I think I might

I think I might be whatever this isn't

You know I think I might, I think I might

I think I might be whatever this isn't