TWENTY FOUR SEVEN Lyrics

I ain't got no one to blame but myself

Waking up to sunsets rhythms in hell

Try to write my pain over rhythms and bells

Anxious in my bed i need ideas I can sell like uh

Who gon like me when I'm like this

Who gon sign me when I'm like this

I'm gon fight me when I'm like this

I'll rewrite this to the fine print uh

Steppin in some wet concrete

Runnin fore I'm ready formin blocks on my feet

I get ahead of myself

Uh

Can't get a hold on myself

I just wanna be a poster boy

Successful outta nowhere in the middle of Illinois

Cuttin through the noise Inspirin other boys

To grow up be themselves havin fun with girls toys

Short tall black white

Take on that half pipe

Admire the past fights

Spread love don't need Christ

Find your light to sleep well

At night

Fuck those who can't see you shine bright

I'm twenty on four/seven

Out of my teens

Ain't feelin extreme

It's been a minute since I've looked in a mirror

Afraid of what I'll see the hesitations ain't fear

I'm tryna come to grips with this version of me

Twenty years on earth my eyes are virgin to me

I've stared for many hours only surface and that's that

Deep dives are foreign no therapist got that

Cranial voices been refusin to talk back

Perennial choices they been pavin a dark path

Communicate my differences my preference is not that

The urge is to move on then bury deep wit no call back

I recognize the differences wit me it's a long gap

I don't do this shit on purpose it's been years that's a long act

Entering my twenties closin chapters no baggage

future is uncertain it's an unmarked package

Suspicious movin forward I'll be

Checkin my back end

Whatever Imma do I can never check back in cause

I'm twenty on four/seven

Out my teens

I ain't feelin extreme

I'm twenty on four/seven

Out my teens

I ain't feelin extreme