Get It Off Your Chest ft. UniverseTika Lyrics

I feel like you ain't tried hard enough

No and you know what Mason

I will never understand you

I did everything I could have done to survive you

but you're so caught up in thinking that I'm just like the other bitches you dealt with

You forget the one reason you even chose me

You forgot how much I would have fought for you

How much of my life I've given to you

I don't know who I am anymore

I've lost so much in this fight

Trying to figure out how to love you

Even though on the inside Mason I was dying

But loving you is like a muscle memory

Which is to say that missing you is an instinct

Loving you is like living inside of your eyes

And watching you bury our love alive

And you have the audacity to sit here and tell me

I didn't try hard enough when you didn't even try at all

You became this grenade and I still held you close

I didn't care that all of this would have exploded in my face at the end

If it meant I get to die besides you

It was all I needed

You were all I ever needed

Even though you lost sight of the man that you used to be

I never did

I stayed even though you made me feel like I wasn't good enough

I stayed even though it felt like you were never there for me

I stayed when you were down bad because none of that ever mattered

But nothing I do is ever good enough

I'm constantly stuck in this cycle of being too good for you

Where you say you don't want to hurt me

But your actions speak differently

Or not good enough to make you happy

But too good for you to leave me the fuck alone

Just how badly do you have to hate yourself for me to start hating you too

How badly will you get mad at me before I even get the courage to get up and leave

You were so selfish you couldn't just let me go

And you kept me around thinking that I would never know

That really all along the one you truly loved was her

and I was just a replacement a configuration of a home

But I still wanted to want you

Even when I knew you were slowly just hating me more

Because you knew that I was just me and could never be her

I shouldn't have been this, of all things I deserve

But did you really have to lie

Saying I was all yours but you were never gonna be mine

Fid you have to lie

When you said that you loved me but took it back the next night

Was I really all that bad

I tried pushing away but you kept bringing me back

Just as you've had enough of me

You come back for more and it's the same shit I fall for

Every single time