Blatant Disregard Lyrics

Be warned

Anyone who tries to get too close to me

I will do everything I can to show you all the worst of me

I have locked my feelings inside a place you can't find

And I threw away the key

Everyone I've ever tried to love has gotten rid of me

I want to heal my wounds

But the damage you have left will not allow me to

I am running from the pain inside

Nowhere is safe, not even my mind

I am begging for a chance to feel

The kind of love I know for sure is real

Please tell me I still have a chance

To make things right before my chapter ends

My blatant disregard for love is ripping me apart

From deep within the chasm in my heart

Open up my mind and let the sacred waters flow

Like rivers to the ocean in my soul

I am afraid of what I might become

If I continue trying to fight this on my own

But I cannot allow myself to let you in

There's room for me to grow, but no room for a friend

My constant fear of holding on and never letting go

Has made me too afraid to find someone and grab ahold

So like a flame I kill the love that used to burn inside

And sweep away the ash once the final ember dies

No more fear, no more loss

No more nights spent pacing worried

No one to hold at night, no one to say goodbye

No voice to miss when I'm in silence, no faces to imagine

When I'm all alone

I want to break away

From the thoughts that have me bound and chained

I wanna hear you say my name

I wanna know you feel the same

I would climb the highest mountains with my own two hands

I would walk through the fields of a thousand lands

I would do all the things that I know I can't

Just to find out how it feels to be in love again

My blatant disregard for love is ripping me apart

From deep within the chasm in my heart

Open up my mind and let the sacred waters flow

Like rivers to the ocean in my soul

Like rivers to the ocean in your soul

Let the sacred waters flow

I know the current is too strong

You're barely holding on

That ship has sailed off long ago

But you don't need a boat

Just keep swimming through your mind

And you might be surprised

By what you find deep within

Like rivers to the ocean in your soul

Let the sacred waters flow

You've been swimming long enough

You're running out breath

There's no time for you to get your head above the water

So just keep on pushing through

The end is getting closer

It's time

Blatant disregard for love

Is eating me up, it's ripping me up from deep within

Alter my path in life

Before I end up down a road from which I can't return

Your blatant disregard for love is ripping you apart

From deep inside the chasm in your heart

Open up your mind and let the sacred waters flow

Like rivers to the ocean in your soul