Getting There Lyrics

No yeah I'm fine

I'm just tired you know

My face doesn't express as much as I feel

But in my defense I thought it did

I've been told I acted thirty since birth

But my skull's the headstone for a little kid

Who looked into the mirror and saw somebody else

And now that I know who to be I'm still not quite myself

My room's not at its worst, though it's getting there

Playing games is fun but wanting to is rare

I'm stifled in the silence but I'm blinded in the sound

So I guess I'm just between things right now

They say my book is open but they don't care to read

So I take the fall since I'm aloof

My friends long gone all told me the truth

So I still believe that gullible is written on the roof

Maybe I'll find it one day while I'm staring sat in bed

Too anxious to lay back down too tired to leave instead

My sleep's not at its worst though it's getting there

Talking to friends is fun but reaching out is rare

My creative drive has sputtered but I have to make a sound

So I guess I'm just between things right now

No yeah it was great to see you again

I'll talk to you soon

I'm not okay today but I'm getting there

I'm not okay today but I'm getting there

I'm not okay today but I'm getting there

Tomorrow's one more day and I swear I'm getting there

My mood's not at its worst though it's getting there

At least now I have ways to get me out of here

My progress isn't clear yet but my thoughts don't ring as loud

So I guess I'm just between things right now