Maybe (Alone) Lyrics

I could be standing in a crowded room

With everybody talking too

But all I hear is the silence

Melancholy and violins

My life is looking like an exit sign

Ask how I'm doing and I say I'm fine

They fake a smile and walk on by

Guess that means I'm not worth the try

But why

What they got that I don't have

Why people around me always getting so mad

It kind of makes me not trust myself

When all the words I'm hearing are shotgun shells

Messages got me feeling hollow

Inside my chest you can hear the echo

I had some confidence but where'd it all go

All this rejection got me feeling alone

Sometimes I think I can do it alone

But I end up staying up crying all night long

I just want somebody next to me

Who doesn't only give their love for a fee

If I looked like this

Talked like that

Maybe if I dropped a few pounds of fat

Maybe if I didn't freeze up like that

I would be someone's valuable and not just trash

It's amazing how hard I can try

To please somebody to be worth their time

Stacking pennies while I'm giving dimes

They sipping on me like a glass of wine

Drink me up until I'm all gone

Then leave and find somebody else to latch on

What kind of people are these anyway

I'm steady trying to find the one's that stay

Yep they forget me and move right on

Will I be somebody to anyone

I'm discouraged I just want someone

To pick me as their number one

Maybe if I looked like this

Talked like that

Maybe if I dropped a few pounds of fat

Maybe if I didn't freeze up like that

I would be someone's valuable and not just trash