Hurting You Lyrics

It's hurting

These words that I'm dropping

I'm kinda reloaded

These thoughts got me tripping

It's kinda gross

Deceived you

I know that it's not true

You're all I view

It's all I knew

Yeah I'm an asshole

Some kind of asshole

These mechanics that I built

Are greater weapons for my guilt

I shoot and control what I can control

I'm the baddest in my mind

When I am losing all the time

I'm getting dumber every time

I'm getting colder every

Time and time again

I lose a friend

Mental overbend

The story ends

I've sunk in my past

Told some lies to be wiser

Than anyone who's been telling me

How it's fucked up to go heavy on you

Well I did

And I tainted your light

When there was trust from you

I hate myself for hurting you this way

You're frozen

A storm got me spinnin'

I'm gonna

Regret it

Reverse it and forget

What kind of man would hurt you

No wonder you shatter the way you do

It's all I do

No recollection

No pride

No anthem

This parade is for the bravest of the hearts

That did you wrong

No search will help find

I played with the line

To remain into the abyss

Is a vengeful piece of mine

It's gotten somber in my mind

It's been a tougher game of

Mindful of defeat

No sweet release

Facing off the heat

Time to retreat

I've sunk in my past

Told some lies to be wiser

Than anyone who's been telling me

How it's fucked up to go heavy on you

Well I did

And I tainted your light

When there was trust from you

I hate myself for hurting you this way

I'm crying to the moon

'Cause I was wrong

I was wrong

I was wrong