ONCE A WEEK, I DETERIORATE Lyrics

Need I remind you

That I'm neither fine nor inclined

To align with the standards you crave

Caused so much damage

Day in and day out, I stayed

In my dark hideaway

To escape feelings they gave

I do not speak this

Bitch, I fucking bleed this

Live up to this scheme

I'll be dreaming 'till dawn

Doomed and confined

Fuck being right

Sometimes everyone's wrong

Need I remind you

That I'm neither fine nor inclined

To align with the standards you crave

Caused so much damage

Day in and day out, I stayed

In my dark hideaway

To escape feelings they gave

I do not speak this

Bitch, I fucking bleed this

Live up to this scheme

I'll be dreaming 'till dawn

Doomed and confined

Fuck being right

Sometimes everyone's wrong

I hate motherfuckers

Matter fact, I think I hate myself

Take what I want

Can't relate cause you're fake as hell

Based on my history of indifference

I've made myself

Raise what's beyond what I've spawned

In the gates of hell

At this pace, I'll melt

Into a pond of flows while I'm raising hell

Rage as sharp as razor blades

My state of health may decay

I may as well

Take a day and maybe dwell

I'd hate to say what ladies tell

Loves a spell, a crazy hell

You can't ever make me do

Whatever I still hate, oh well

In the aftermath, got drained

I think I know how shady felt

I think I know a way to sell my pain

Like every page is well and full of lyrics

Cannot wait 'till all you hear it

I can't take the fall 'till I ball

I'm withdrawn now

'Till the crack of dawn now

Make another couple dozen songs

That I've drawn out

Maybe let a yawn out

But I won't ever sleep

'Till I've gone out

Kill it from the intro to outro

Two pills deep

Spitting feelings, but my mouths closed

Living like a beast on the brink

Of collapse like the Dow Jones

Outgrow woes when outsold my hopes

On the down low, I float

On a downslope, hope I don't drown

Or go down below

Bitch, I'm bound to croak

At any moment now

Hold me down

Bitch you're a lonely clown

Lonely as the days pass

Fade to black

On this track

Keep the fear of death on playback

Don't lack, keep this shit a buck

But motherfuckers hate that

Motherfuckers go in circles

Like a fucking race track

Come to the dark side if pain lasts

That's what everyone calls payback

Straight jacked

Face facts

On the individual basis

I won't take shit

But I will eventually make with

My main wish

To crack the code

Like paint chips

Need I remind you

That I'm neither fine nor inclined

To align with the standards you crave

Caused so much damage

Day in and day out, I stayed

In my dark hideaway

To escape feelings they gave

I do not speak this

Bitch, I fucking bleed this

Live up to this scheme

I'll be dreaming 'till dawn

Doomed and confined

Fuck being right

Sometimes everyone's wrong

Need I remind you

That I'm neither fine nor inclined

To align with the standards you crave

Caused so much damage

Day in and day out, I stayed

In my dark hideaway

To escape feelings they gave

I do not speak this

Bitch, I fucking bleed this

Live up to this scheme

I'll be dreaming 'till dawn

Doomed and confined

Fuck being right

Sometimes everyone's wrong