When I Was A Kid Lyrics

My childhood sucks

My parents keep fights

What's the problem?

Something stupid that doesn't make sense

19, I left home

Only a penny in my pocket

"The kids aren't alright" is the only soundtrack

That sticks in my ears

I kill time producing music

Which makes me can play at 'Centro'

Thank you to 'Rama'

That introduced me to fruity loops

That was my second gig,

Being a DJ, and kicked out after

Because I add some heaviest fucking riff

At every drops they wait

And their ears bleeding

I screamed my pain with distortion

I don't need any of your thoughts

I just want to release the demon inside

I'm not sorry to do that

I'm satisfied instead

Compare this to what happened when I was a kid

That was the best poem ever I was wrote

My life is fucked

Bring my childhood memories

What's the problem?

Something stupid that doesn't make sense

20 I'm on the street

I'm a fan of my friend's band

They ask me to fill some riffs in their song

Oh, I'm down

Watch me now on the stage

Playing punk rock at 'Dejavu'

Sometimes my finger slipped from the sharp

Down onto the false minor, hella shame

Thanks to 'Dilla' to give me some trust

To record the Demo and EP

But when it was released

I choose to leave the band

I know what it feels like

Something core has left a line

But I need my time to be alone

This demon is taking over and over

I'm not sorry to do that

I'm satisfied instead

Compare this to what happened when I was a kid

This is the emo song ever I've been wrote

I hit rock bottom

Brutally

Turtles on the deck

Dying slowly

Fuck both trees

That never grew up

Always yelled at me

In a slow-mo

This parasite

Grows inside

With thunder and storm

Kill my mental

I let myself drown

Fucking twice!

Always high tide

Pulls me back to the surface

Living a nightmare, I can't wake

It crushes me from the inside

And I'm healed enough

Thought I was getting better at handling it but I'm not

Is this the future that you taught me?

This hatred grows like a cancer

Maybe that's why I can't let it go

Because I have never been loved since I was a kid