This Is Not The End Lyrics

Medication prescription drugs that's what it takes to fall out of love

And therapy and old TV

It will never clear my memories

And the childhood dreams and Ponzi schemes

Won't restore my crumbling self-esteem

And this out of touch unrequited love got set alight with gasoline

Pick myself up for an evening show

My heart beats faster my adrenaline flows

It's the only time I don't feel lonely

I'm down backstage and I'm getting high with the people I will idolise

It's the only way I will ever get over you

This is not the end

This is not the end

And it goes over and over and over and over again

This is not the end

This is not the end

Topping up on the empty glass

Cheap thrills blue pills and expensive fags

A flush of blood a dopamine rush

Whatever it takes to fall out of love

But I'll wake back up on a Monday morning you're missing from my bed

It's an overwhelming cathartic feeling

A killer sense of dread

This is not the end

This is not the end

And it goes over and over and over and over again

This is not the end

This is not the end

Oh my god I've overdosed

On serotonin

And I'm left choking

Oh my god self-deprecation

Annihilation devastation

Surefire signs in desperate times

Oh god I miss her

Pull the trigger

And the heartless cries and lonely seas

The bedroom floor I'm on my knees

This is not the end

This is not the end

And it goes over and over and over and over again

This is not the end

This is not the end