I've been on my own so long I forgot what it feels like

To belong to something real

I'm stuck in my skin like it's vacuum sealed

Wanna grab the corners of my mouth and peel

Wanna cut myself out this womb and start again

Safe and clean with a new born innocence

Stay in peace, pristine like I've never been

In my painted world, won't let nobody in

I've been thinking about those wasted years again

And all the time I could have spent fixing my head

Maybe by now I would feel warm again

Maybe it wouldn't be winter wherever I am

But I'm colder than I've ever been

And I'm frozen inside of my skin

So much snow that I can't see the end

And what it looks like I can't comprehend

I've been on my own so long I forgot what it feels like

To belong to something real

I'm stuck in my skin like it's vacuum sealed

Wanna grab the corners of my mouth and peel

Wanna cut myself out this womb and start again

Safe and clean with a new born innocence

Stay in peace, pristine like I've never been

In my painted world, won't let nobody in

I paint my world in blood

From those wounds that you picked up

In that room when we were young

How those tiny cuts still throb

And it's pain you can't shake off

Where your memories start to rot

And your brain can't make a thought

Without bringing it up

I've been on my own so long I forgot what it feels like

To belong to something real

I'm stuck in my skin like it's vacuum sealed

Wanna grab the corners of my mouth and peel

Wanna cut myself out this womb and start again

Safe and clean with a new born innocence

Stay in peace, pristine like I've never been

In my painted world, won't let nobody in