Wishing My Demise Lyrics

Everybody always say that

That I could never layback

Forever on the run from my own hatred

I never felt so low

I'm gonna die alone

I don't have a place that I can call home

I'm starting to lose it, my heart been abused By life

I wanna love but hate is confusing my mind

Doomed to be alone, forever on my own, looking for a home

I think I've been misgaided yin and Yang collided

The Light got me blinded

They said I'll never love, ok fine then

Look at what I made, it's a snow man

Billed from this demon using my head

Yea, shit, you wouldn't expect

All, that, when you look at my face

Ho, what, you think I'm insine?

Or just you relate to my pain

I never thought that, everything will go all black

Never told me love will make me feel so sad

And Who knew I'll grow up off track

Just to go on truck, just to go off truck again

Yea shit I'm bro-o-Ken

Wannabe? mo-o-re then

What she said I'm hooping

You see me know you probably cho-o-ken

I got so fucking tired of all the lies

I think I'm getting sure bout my goodbayes

I guess I'll keep wearing my disguise

And live another day wishing mt demise

Everybody always say that

That I could never layback

Forever on the run from my own hatred

I never felt so low

I'm gonna die alone

I don't have a place that I can call home