Paralyzed Lyrics

(PKHN where have you been?)

I was paralyzed

Tryna find a sweet escape

I was blinded by the light

All the drugs I had to take

I felt not a thing inside

At the bottom of the lake

Fuckin all these other guys

Now my soul is serrated

I'm in the presence of a demon

Lost connection to my soul

I can't even find a reason

I forgot all of my goals

I wish you knew how I was feeling

I became a fucking ghost

I was silent for a season

I was crying in the cold

I wasn't ready for the pain

(Wasn't ready for the pain)

I wasn't ready for the heartbreak

(I wasn't ready for the heartbreak)

I wasn't ready for the change

(I wasn't ready for the change)

I didn't want to restart)

(I didn't want to restart)

You never promised me forever

(Never promised me forever)

And am I hard to recall

(Am I hard to recall)

Am I hard to remember

And now I'm feeling better

You can't reach me at all

You can't reach me at all

(I know you miss me)

(I was suffering)

(For so damn long)

Take it from me

I'm not alone (No)

I crossed the sea with my eyes closed

(Yeah)

Why do I care

What you think of me

When all you ever do

Is plan out your treason

It's my fault

I should have left

Long ago (Long ago)

A constant horizon

On my little island

I know myself better than you could ever imagine

Twenty four seven

Anxious and planning

How to escape all the panic inside me

I can't explain all the memories rising

Into my soul, I found peace in the violence

I was paralyzed

Tryna find a sweet escape

I was blinded by the light

All the drugs I had to take

I felt not a thing inside

At the bottom of the lake

Fuckin all these other guys

Now my soul is serrated

I'm in the presence of a demon

Lost connection to my soul

I can't even find a reason

I forgot all of my goals

I wish you knew how I was feeling

(Feeling)

I became a fucking ghost

I was silent for a season

(Season)

I was crying in the cold

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I was paralyzed

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