Demons Lyrics

Yeah, yeah

Journey through my soul, here's the keys to my castle

Lately it's a struggle, every day has been a hassle

Demons in my mind, I can't sleep, got me frazzled

Acid on my tongue, got my mind feelin' fragile

Walk into my attic, here's the archives of my mind

Every fuckin' night I'm having thoughts of suicide

Too scared to fuckin' do it, so I have to let it ride

Don't really wanna die, I just wanna feel alive

So I take another pill, the xans to help me chill

Take some LSD if I'm fiendin' for a thrill

I don't wanna promote it but I gotta keep it real

Afraid of being sober cause I don't like what I feel

Guess I need some fuckin' help, 'fore i'm hanging from a belt

The reason for the drugs to mask the pain that I felt

They say my heart is warm but I'm afraid to let it melt

Just tryna make the most out of the cards that I been dealt, yeah

So I'm smokin' til I choke, I been geekin' off this coke

My eyes red and low, got Supreme on my coat

Maybe when I'm dead they'll take a look at what I wrote

I'm fiendin' for some bread, fuck a stack I need a loaf

Now I open up my window as I'm flamin' up this indo

Sprayin' the Febreeze tryna hide it from my kinfolk

My only form of therapy, they look at it as sinful

My family know I'm druggin', shit even the little kids know

I been workin with the pencil, bleedin' through these instrumentals

I got demons in my mental, my whole life is detrimental

While my mind start to deteriorate, I'm lookin for a better place

Just move me to a better state with all the love, fuck all the hate

Got so much shit up on my plate and lately I ain't feelin' great

I'm tryna change my life so I can move on to some better things

But lately I been feelin' strange, a couple things just ain't the same

And if I'm being honest, man sometimes I wanna blow my brain

A smile just to hide the pain, umbrella for my rainy days

Sometimes I feel like I'm insane and everyday just feels the same

I wake up just to smoke a spliff, sometimes I don't wanna exist

The drugs, man it's just what it is, my life, it is just what it is

Young teen from the burbs, six feet in the dirt

Sometimes I wonder what will be my last words

My mindstate so absurd, acid make my mind swerve

Drugs make my mind swerve