nothing's forever ft. Vivienne Artur Lyrics

If you could hear my thoughts

Darling what would you think?

I think that you'd be terrified

Knowing I never meant anything by it

And if you could wear this skin

Darling how would you feel?

I think you'd try to cut it off, drawing blood

Make it stop, as soon as you did

But if nothing's forever why can't I get better

It's been a year and I'm still the same

And I can't find the feeling, I don't have reason

I'm too fucking numb to feel pain

If I could read your mind

Would it make this all easier

Would I finally just let you go, call it off

But I wouldn't mean any of it

Could I sleep at night

And not stare at the ceiling

God what is he thinking

Now I'm stuck reliving when you cut it off

Drew the blood you made it stop as soon as I did

But if nothing's forever why can't I get better

It's been a year and I'm still the same

And I can't find the feeling, I don't have reason

I'm too fucking numb to feel pain

I'm too fucking numb to feel pain