I deserve every last blow Lyrics

I knew it wasn't right

But I did it anyway

Could be a fog hazing my mind

Trying to cloud my vision of me

Distressing my reflection

Cause who could ever love what my eyes see

I know what real love feels like

But it wasn't mine to have

I sunk myself in deeper

Trying to push my secrets down

Now you'll tell me that I'm still lying

I can see it on your face you despise this

Never thought that we'd be losing it

If I say that I'm sorry darling will you loosen

The noose on my neck

My skin is starting to stretch

You can hang me up over the gallows

But darling

Don't make me hide in your shadow

I tried to selfishly keep you

Hiding from reality

Cause you could never love me for me

I might not have a second chance

But I have a second chance to make my life right

And I know I don't deserve grace

But my heart hasn't changed

My minds just medicated

Now you'll tell me that I'm still lying

I can see it on your face you despise this

Never thought that we'd be losing it

If I say that I'm sorry darling will you loosen

The noose on my neck

My skin is starting to stretch

You can hang me up over the gallows

But darling

Don't make me hide in your shadow

Don't make me hide in your shadow

I'll take the punches that you'll throw

Cause I deserve every last blow

Don't make me hide in your shadow

I know that we're both losing it

Seems like a lifetime since we were kids

I tried to maintain the status quo

Don't make me hide in your shadow

Don't make me hide in your shadow

I'll take the punches that you'll throw

Cause I deserve every last blow

Don't make me hide in your shadow

Don't make me hide in your shadow

Don't make me hide in your shadow

Now you'll tell me that I'm still lying

I can see it on your face you despise this

Never thought that we'd be losing it

If I say that I'm sorry darling will you loosen

The noose on my neck

My skin is starting to stretch

You can hang me up over the gallows

Don't make me hide in your shadow

Don't make me hide in your shadow

Never thought that we'd be losing it

If I say that I'm sorry darling will you loosen

The noose on my neck

My skin is starting to stretch

You can hang me up over the gallows

But darling

Don't make me hide in your shadow

Don't make me hide in your shadow