why can't I just let it go Lyrics

There ain't nothing else to say so I don't talk no more

I ain't make it to the bed I'm laying on the floor

I'm not sleeping cause I'm fighting these internal wars

I been bugging, yeah I need to get me back to source

And I done lost my mind like a hundred thousand fucking times

You been moving different, yeah you making sure you hard to find

Why can't I just let it go?

You the star, I play the role

I don't think you ever loved me, feelings never let it show

And I envy your cold demeanor, girl I wish I had that

He had something that I didn't, guess I couldn't match that

Every time I go to sleep, I'm facing all these flashbacks

I just wanted you, and I guess I'll never have that

I can't feel my face, I'm on cloud nine

I just hit your phone and I'm knowing you gonna decline

I don't do no little shit, I'm jumping in the deep side

With you again, you all know how it ends

And I ain't texted you in 26 days

And it's really sad that that's an accomplishment

I don't know how to vent

Couple blunts to the face to cope with the withdrawals

I feel everything and I don't want to feel at all

There ain't nothing else to say so I don't talk no more

I ain't make it to the bed I'm laying on the floor

I'm not sleeping cause I'm facing these internal wars

I been bugging, yeah I need to get me back to source

And I done lost my mind like a hundred thousand fucking times

You been moving different, yeah you making sure you hard to find

Why can't I just let it go?

You the star, I play the role

I don't think you ever loved me, feelings never let it show

And I envy your cold demeanor, girl I wish I had that

He had something that I didn't, guess I couldn't match that

Every time I go to sleep, I'm facing all these flashbacks

I just wanted you, and I guess I'll never have that