Merry Go Round Lyrics

I'm a black sheep

Diamond in the rough

Life has been tough

I've been bruised

I've been cut

Hung out to dry

Tears leak from my eyes

Lost all hope

You would think I wanna die

Looking for guidance

I couldn't find it

So I surrender to

The whims and vices

Faith in the smoke and the liquor too

Wanna do good but I'm just a to you

The people when they see me they just see me as a menace

Stereotype

He'll end up in corrections

Waiting to get on

So I can do bad ish

That I know is wrong

Be like Kanye and I'll put it in a song

Share my plight

Ash ash my lungs

Not thinking about the future

In the moment having fun

Stacking cheese is cool

Man it's all about the funds

Momma talking sense

I don't wanna listen

Go to church repent

Please mind your business

My friends is not my friends

They don't really care

Jumping off the edge

I did it on a dare

As I spiral n I plummet

All I hear is yea

My daydreams have become my worst nightmares

I'm dead inside

I live in fear

I lost my mind and I don't know where to find it

Forgetful from the dope

I just need to be reminded

Keep bringing up my past

I don't need to be reminded

Made some mistakes

And I make a couple more

Drowned in the spirits

I'm slung out on the floor

But I'm doing fine

Got time

Never worried

But life ain't moving fast

And my vision getting blurry

I can't sleep

I'm consumed by my anger

Body shutting down

My soul is in danger

Look into the sky

And my brains in outer space

Black hole headed

Destruction is my fate

How can I love you

When I don't love myself

Acting out wilding

Those is desperate cries for help

Trapped inside a cell without a rope or a belt

I would never wish you would feel how I felt

Death is all around

I can hear that coming

Feel it to

Like vomit from drinking on an empty stomach

I'm deep in the abyss

It's truly bottomless

Where did it go wrong

Something really is amiss

But I don't stop

I probably do it for the kicks

Selfish

I ain't thinking bout them kids

I think about myself

Cuz myself is all I got

Hiding from the light

Cuz it's cooler in the dark

Wearing dark shades

Gotta loc now

Cuz my eyes be bloody red

From the dope loud

If what they say is true and it's a gateway

On the path

I'm on the path

I'm making headway

Life's merry go round

Nothing merry round here

Ain't nothing sweet

Just defeat and despair

Gonna give up

No use in trying

Get busy living

I'll get busy dying

Nobody cares

Nobody there

But wait