You're Fine, I Promise Lyrics

Yeah, yeah you're doing the right thing sticking it out

You're going to make it, I promise

But for the next few minutes, you give up your pain to me

Surrender it to me because I truly understand you.

See I'm just like this it's fine

No It's not your fucking fault, it's mine

And I cry, but it don't help

Still burning up inside, internal hells

And I've got to put them out

Extinguish the flames

Know who to blame

Acknowledge the pain, the pain won't go way so

Convinced that I don't have the access to help

How could they get it if they've never felt

This is my pain, this is my pain, this is my pain

Surrounded by loved ones people who really gone loosen

People I'm showing affection they're drawn to my fires

So what if I die

I'm sorry, I barely contain what Im feeling inside

I take it stride they don't know how I

Dream about, leaving to lie in hearse

Truly considered the weight of casting this family curse

But I do this on purpose

There isn't a reason or method

I know, this isn't worth it

But nothing here ever feels worth it

So I take to my body and hurt it

Why do I hurt it

So my happiness can leak in, in the form of endorphins

This shit isn't working

I'll be by myself

If you knew I was falling apart

Would you even help

Could you even help

And Maybe you can't

But I think I've been punished enough

I'm making a stand

I'll do it for me not anyone else

If I'm going to make it through life it'll be for myself

I'll do it for me won't do it for you

What's right for my fans that are battling doom

Yes, World is full of anger but love you're safe here

Oh deep inside I want to die

And maybe I still will

But tonight I'll try getting up and hide away the knife

Won't call my name just stay

And love the family love my wife

Love uncertainty of time hell, and Love my life

I've got so much to give and so much to lose

But when you're done you can't take any of that with you

So I'll Love and cry live and strive

Tell the people here that I'm alright

Wasn't easy, but alive I remain

High is the shame

Self inflicted damage implicit

By my postureI stopped the glorified guilt, valid or not

I wrote this song so people won't self-harm

Don't keep it in I'll be you're arm

Let me bleed for you

Give that pain to me

When there's more dark than light, sing this melody

Oh La Lalalaa Lala Lalalaa

Ima be okay, I'm alright

Oh La Lalalaa Lala Lalalaa

I'm already worthy, I'll hold on to life

Don't be ashamed of if it feels you're ash inside

Like your bones turn to charcoal

And your hearts cold

When the embers have died

When It feels like a thousand knives

Taking a thousand lives

Creating a thousand lies

It feels like your dead so they took your heart, and blended it up

Poured it for all, and they drank it down

When It feels like you're constantly part of somebody else's story now

And that's okay if I bring you to tears that's what it's about

Only way to avoid a drowning's by letting the water out

So drain it all out

Push it all out

Bring it all out

And let it all out

Next time your down, broken, oppressed

Come join in the hollowed song

Let these Melodies be reminder you aren't fucking alone

And we sing

Oh La Lalalaa Lala Lalalaa

Ima be okay, I'm alright

Oh La Lalalaa Lala Lalalaa

I'm already worthy, I'll hold on to life

I know you're in pain

I know you're ashamed

Just say it, Ima be okay I'm alright

And I know there's a difference

Between you and the world there's a distance

Say it, I'm already worthy I'll hold on to life

Oh I can feel your hurt

You're not the only cursed, sing with me

Ima be okay I'm alright

I promise you the truth

You're perfect, nothings wrong with you so sing with me

I'm already worthy I'll hold on to life

There's space for hate in us

And space for grace in us

So grieve responsibly, respectfully

You got a place with us

We are one