Undeservant Lyrics

J dot Cowan

Grew up in the bridge

Chitlins in the freezer

Whole milk in the fridge

School a couple blocks

Couple blocks

From my crib

Momma working hard

Cause father's not there

Grew up insecure

Due to receding of hair

Called me stutter Stanley

Hairline Reading Rainbow

I'm a king in Queens

In case you didn't get the memo

Used to stare out my window

Seen things eventful

Couldn't speak

But was nice wit a pencil

Wrote stories

Used words like emerge

Was smart to the dummies

Still dumb to the nerds

Bridled my tongue

Enthusiasm I curbed

Drowning in the eye of the surge

May the music grow wings

So I can fly like a bird

May the music grow wings

So I can fly like a bird

Wit peace on the docket

Not into ratchet like socket

Who me

Undeservant I am

Kick back while I regale you wit tales

Young man who kept his head on a swivel

Have enough

Yet I came from so little

Everything I have

I worked so hard for it

Put it on God

And my lovely mama

Undeservant

Still reaping good karma

I'm sowing good seeds

Told you I want to be farmer

Went from sleeping on clouds

To pillows seeping up tears

My mind frame now

Is to battle my fears

I keep messing up

But God's making it happen

Got trust in the armor

When enemies is attacking

Vices is my fatal attraction

Decisive eating bagels

I want everything black man

Keep on repeating that God's been good to me

I should of been buried

Scorching in hell's heat

But here I am

Add exclaim to proclaim

No longer on the dope

But it's still in my veins

Undeservant

Yea it's your truly

Still living in my days of being unruly

Get points for my heart

Love my only duty

Points for my heart

Loves my only duty

Still living in my days of being unruly

Undeservant

It's your truly

Who me

Undeservant I am

Kick back while I regale you wit tales

Young man who kept his head on a swivel

Have enough

Yet I came from so little

Everything I have

I worked so hard for it

Put it on God

And my lovely mama

Undeservant

Still reaping good karma

I'm sowing good seeds

Told you I want to be farmer