ode to my vessel Lyrics

I get you high, I tear you down

But you still carry me around

I break your heart and bruise your skin

I only feed you when you're thin

I hate your guts and curse your frame

I hide you when I feel ashamed

Countless times I've wished you'd change

But you grew stronger through my pain

And I wish you'd never ached

At the hands of my escapes

And the way I kill you slow to pass the time

And I should have never said

I wish you were fuckin' dead

And I wish your strength was praised and recognized

Through wasted years, a useless chase

Tryna shrink the space you take

You're precious art can't be replaced

You are deserving of my grace

You love me still, for I am you

Despite my absent gratitude

Your wounded from my own misuse

The victim of all my abuse

And I wish you'd never ached

At the hands of my escapes

And the way I kill you slow to pass the time

And I should have never said

I wish you were fuckin' dead

And I wish your strength was praised and recognized

You are perfect, you are mine

You're the body I'm assigned

I know it's worth it to keep trying

To love you how you've been designed

And all this time I wish I'd seen

The way you always fight for me

Your purpose is my own well-being

I should appreciate those things

And I wish you'd never ached

At the hands of my escapes

And the way I kill you slow to pass the time

And I should have never said

I wish you were fuckin' dead

And I wish your strength was praised and recognized