Caffeine Lyrics

In my room, in my bed

Wasting my time on the internet

I had planned on being better now

But I've only made it worse somehow

I told you I was trying

It was a lie

Still haven't touched the oreos

You got for Halloween

Been living off of chewing gum and caffeine

I take the stairs, convince myself it's healthy

Then wonder why I end up feeling heavy

It's the twentieth night in a row

That I'm watching Supernatural

Don't even know if I like it

But it's easier than trying

To get up or find help

Or tell someone I don't think I can love myself

Still haven't touched the oreos

You got for Halloween

Been living off of chewing gum and caffeine

I take the stairs, convince myself it's healthy

Then wonder why I end up feeling heavy

Pick up the signs

When I say I'm fine

Cause I'm falling apart

But don't yell at me

I break so easily

And give in to the thoughts

It doesn't bring me joy

Don't know what I'm doing this for

Could you please hold my hand

As I try to get up again

Still haven't touched the oreos

You got for Halloween

Been living off of chewing gum and caffeine

I take the stairs, convince myself it's healthy

Then wonder why I end up feeling heavy

Pick up the signs

When I say I'm fine

Cause I'm falling apart

But don't yell at me

I break so easily

And give in to the thoughts