Die On This Hill Lyrics

She wants some nails but don't have the guap for that

Pay for her nails cause she is too hot for that

Don't disrespect me cause I am too hot for that

Sit on my stubble, I guarantee that you gon' leave with a puddle

You gon' need a mop for that

kissin' her kitten her stomach her stomach in knots for that

Beautiful soul, plus she got a lil' wap with that

Put your hands on her and you're gonna die for that

I am the truth and you know what I got for that (uh)

They plottin' on me

I find their contact and I put a block on that

Born with this drip baby you cannot shop for that

I am the realest and people look out for that

They hear the dreams and they try to put doubt in that

Bitch, I got no doubt in that

Snakes in the grass you know that I watch out for that

Realest mofucka' to walk in the room every time that I walk in a room

(That is a fact)

Tellin' her talk to her soon But I'm not gonna talk to her soon

Sippin' that yak, rollin' that grass

Dealin' with trauma, had me growin' up fast

I'm takin' my time, fuck blowin' up fast

I learn from mistakes and grow from my past

I'll d-d-d-die on this hill

True to myself I ain't sellin' my soul, I ain't signin' no deal

Cause I am too real, trauma bonded with a demon

Bitch, I was dyin' for real, but I had to deal

Drownin' in liquor consumed by addictions I'm fighting for real

But I had the will to make this shit stop to get to the top

I'll die on this hill

Spendin' some money, I'm gettin' my credit up

Makin' that money, the second I'm gettin' up

Invest in the music, my future, I'm settin' up

Mil to my parents, when I get my cheddar up

(Uh Yeah)

Nothin' but truth in that

Stood by myself I am not one who's new to that

(Uh yeah)

I got abused for that, step on my toes and I'll doo-doo-doo-doo that

Heart and my soul is the reason I do this

I lived in the cold, that's the reason I'm ruthless

Know I'm gonna blow, you can hear in my music

I know I have been low

Bitch, but I'm up now

Couple year span I ain't felt a lot of love now

I've been betrayed it ain't easy to trust now

Still, you really

Y-Y-You really cannot fuck with me

If you want smoke, then I'm keepin' that Dutch with me

I must cope keep a crutch with me

Seein' my homie dead, that really stuck with me

Up late at night, and I am all alone but the PTSD and liquor keep me company

Been up in therapy, still the demons from my past they will come for me

They know I'm hungry

They wanna stop me, try to ride on this wave, but the water too choppy

And you're gettin' bodied

I'm by myself, and I am gettin' crossed

I cope with the dope, that's a trauma response

Now I'm feelin' off

Know that it's awful

I'm dealing with thoughts that are borderline hostile

I don't give a fuck if you hatin' on me

I'll die on this hill with my heart on my sleeve

I'll d-d-d-die on this hill

True to myself I ain't sellin' my soul, I ain't signin' no deal

Cause I am too real, trauma bonded with a demon

Bitch, I was dyin' for real, but I had to deal

Drownin' in liquor consumed by addictions I'm fighting for real

But I had the will to make this shit stop to get to the top

I'll die on this hill