The Sense of No Being Lyrics

I have the certainty of having concentred

All the suffering of the world in me

I can't understand the reason for it

Just as existance in general

Why can't I dmit that existance leads to nothing?

And the being to the no being

I have the monopoly of the knowledge of suffering

And this is equal to live hanging from a precipice

Since all suffering is an abyss

I feel in me a pathological predisposition towards death

My life is a sinister agitation, a vertigo, a dramatic whirlwind

Why don't I leave this world?

Why death repulses me as much as life?

I haven't the minimum idea of why i am in this world

I feel as a terrible being full of darkness

A beast with A grotesque grin

Exaltated before the hope of nothing & the desperation of all

Burned by pain & hate

Anihilated by light & shadow

My symbol is death of light & the flame of negligence

All light fades in me