Thinkin Out Loud Lyrics

Balance the lows and highs

Same things can make me smile or cry

Depending on the night

I look up to the sky

Try to be like the stars and still shine

No matter how dark out

Still put my heart out

Love over everything

On one side of my head, how my part out

On the other, I'm just trying to recover

Tryna keep my head above water

So disconnected from my chosen family

Fighting the upside down, seem stranger things

Almost playing make believe

Never let 'em really see how it take a toll on me

Can't really speak to the one closest to me

Speaking honestly be awakening or unruly

All these intermissions and certain conditions

Through the worst of it, nobody was with me

From co-dependent to only witness

Only can control your efforts not results

So I learned to live with it

Give what I wish to get so all is forgiven

Yeah all is forgiven

I see the future but you can't speak about uncommon faith

So much broken faith in the same church I was raised

With so much hidden shame

When being open ain't the realest thing, broken families

Some will never heal worrying about how it seems

All about looks and approval from external peeps

Who don't know or love you for your inner being

Some will overlook what you are Guess I'm scenery

Really turn this pain to poetry til it's pretty wings

Really turn this pain to poetry til it's pretty wings

I'm thinkin' out loud