Doubts ft. Joey Jester Lyrics

Yeah

They think I'm cold cause the way that I roll

I come from an emotionally distant broken down home

Not chucking stones out to those who kept food on the stove

I'm just saying

The things from my home

I carried it where ever I go

Hard to move forward with heavy cargo

Lost in my twentys I'm at the cross road

I could move out but budget bar soap

Doesn't sound like the freedom that I know

To work a nine though

To never have nothing I call my mind though

Blows my mind bro

Daylight savings the only way I change my time zone

Watching my passion become a side show

If this is growing up then them movie just showed us lies tho

This another episode of seasonal depression

It seems to seep in whenever schools back in session

Putting pressure trying to fake perfection

Momma wish her son was on in ballots of election

Can I really some credit I ain't get nobody pregnant

See I'm floating

Only smoked a couple Knicks for the coping

The rest ima serve like the US Open

Wishing for a life with no stress

Gave me chills like I caught the Covid

Sitting in silence

Hiding my writings now

How do I ride it out

What does this mean to me

Seems like a moment of doubt

That's been holding me down

But it's over now

Should I spin this everytime

I have to question what's the mission

Long shifts big ambitions

I've been cooking I ain't never work a kitchen

I just look at people different

When they comfortable with being half they level

they whole life

What do I know I hold mics

Too many nights I slept at stops till the bus came

Stumbled out drunk couldn't read the club name

They'll be tough days

You wish you stayed a cum stain but keep it hustling

Can't pray for paradise and hunt pain

Sitting in silence

Hiding my writings now

How do I ride it out

What does this mean to me

Seems like a moment of doubt

That's been holding me down

But it's over now