Drummer Girl (In The End) Lyrics

I've always had to keep control

But now I think it's time I let you know go

Time to loosen up the reins

Lettin stress out of my veins

Hmm

It took loses to know what i've learned

Hmmmh

It's exhausting to recognize everything i've earned

But in the end

In the end it doesn't matter

Nah, it doesn't matter

Cuz each day passing by, we're turning into matter

I'm talkin

Hmmmh

My heart is open

The way you ripped it out you must be chosen

Hoping that it isn't sundered

But even when it's broken

I'll still bleed in colors

Such beauty in the pouring rain

Hmmmmmmmmm

But in time

(time)

In time it always passes

(pass)

All these seasons meltin my brain like acid

The changes always happen in flashes

(flashes)

Now i'm chillin watching my life turnin into ashes

(acid)

But in the end

Hmmmmm

In the end

In the end it doesn't matter

mmmmmmm

My soul is outta rhythm

My heart is off it's beat

That little drummer girl

Went and left without me

Now the way i'm living

Is the furthest thing from sweet

Nothing like that feeling when your world is incomplete

My shoes been feelin empty and my bed is getting cold

And now that you ain't with me I guess that I'm getting old all alone

Laughings just a chore

And smilings my disguise

But still can't help but cry

Convinced myself of all my lies

(my lies)

Hmmmmmmm

I lay awake thinking bout you

Head in the sky I'm so blue

(so blue)

I miss your blue eyes, your laugh, and your smile

Sometimes I cry

Ain't seen you for a while

But I'll keep waiting

While my heart keeps breaking

That liquor turnt me to a menace

All this anxiety I can feel it in my chest

(woah)

The devil puttin me through all these tests

i feel it even when I try my best

(my best, my best, my best, my best)

Hmmmm

Lately all my feelings been feeling so plain

All this loneliness is driving me insane

Wish that I could get a break from my brain

Depression is pumping through all of my veins

I'm looking at you on one of my saddest days

(woah)

All that emptiness

All that shit that i took away

Hmmmmm