Idol Lyrics

I never meant to be your idol

I never meant to be your idol

Lately I been staying to myself don't wanna fall around you

I cant have you see me at my worse I gotta ball around you

If you see the way that I could bleed won't get no call about you

Life sometimes it push me to my knees I can't stand tall around you

I never meant to be your idol

Never said I'm perfect was tryna get streams on Tidal

And I knew it would be weight when I start to carry the title

Sometimes I'm loosing to myself it's like I became my own rival

I never meant to be your idol

I never meant to be your idol

Everyday i swear I'm fighting for perfection I ain't perfect tho

I fold my hands and say my prayers up to God cause I be hurting bro

Stop putting these crowns upon my head cause I ain't worth your hope

They only cheer about my highs and you ain't never Ever see the lows

I peep the snakes because I been one

Real recognize Real but all the fakes knowing the real ones

Ain't no cross upon my back I never died for you to live one

That mean I'm jus only human we gone leave the same when we done

See God is perfect but I strive to be

That Devil he a lie to me

I try to do the rightest things

Sometimes I do the wrong in me

And it be hurting when it's wrong in me

I try to hide the wrong in me

I'm only human know it's flaws in me

I still pray he free em all in me

Lately I been staying to myself don't wanna fall around you

I cant have you see me at my worse I gotta ball around you

If you see the way that I could bleed won't get no call about you

Life sometimes it push me to my knees I can't stand tall around you

I never meant to be your idol

Never said I'm perfect was tryna get streams on Tidal

And I knew it would be weight when I start to carry the title

Sometimes I'm loosing to myself it's like I became my own rival

I never meant to be your idol

I never meant to be your idol