i dont wanna hold u back Lyrics

I don't want to

Hold you back

I'm too sad for you

We pretend that I'm not bad for you

There's reasons

I can't control who I was

You're off at school

I've been waiting to come

I get intrusive thoughts

When I spend time alone

I have friends who are assholes to the people they love

Makes me wonder if time makes you fall out of love

Or maybe ungrateful

Everyone is unfaithful

It's more on intentions

Not the talks at the table

The scariest part is falling back in routine

In hopes of a future

That no one can see

And when your minds made up

And we're all and done

There's no shame in saying

This here was fun

For a while it was special

It's hard not to question

It always hurts when it ends but

I don't want to

Hold you back

I'm too sad for you

We pretend that I'm not bad for you

There's reasons

I cant control who I was

And now I'm always

Skipping town

I'm skydiving

You're settled down

I'm drunk driving to

Someone's house

Because I'm sad and alone