Starving Artist Lyrics

I'm a starving artist

Drowning in thirst

Questioning if I can even draw?

From my brain my hand draws

In the tone and style of God

Turn my emotions off

Until there's a turn on

But in this vegetative state

Turn up the bass

To end up in grave

Planting flowers

On the 14th hour

Of the seventh day

Don't act invisible

Because you are divisible

I'll hit the mark to

Show nothing's invincible

Sick of people asking me

Why you need your master's degree?

Cuz grandma's planted under a tree

I mean she got hers

So I must flourish

Proven that I've

Got a purpose

I kept honest and earnest

So personally

I earned this

Death comes any day

So excuse my urgency

I carry my family's legacy

I can tell you right now

No one is ahead of me

Focused on identity

Learn how to move on

Am I really conversing with God?

I need to confirm this ain't a facade

But then next year I lose my aunt

How long will this go on?

Time can tell me if I'm wrong

Don't let vertigo kill momma

Pops might go cuz the alcohol

I can't count my mistakes

Because my heart aches

And my spirit quakes

While I suffocate

I'm locked away with snakes

But I know what it takes

So it might okay

No, I won't waste away

While I lose my grace

Damn