NOVACAINE Lyrics

Lately I can't find a fuck to give and trust me I been looking

Checked high and low

Last pants I wore

Even the last place I thought I had it

I can't tell if I just moved on

Grew up

Or maybe I fell out of passion

The shit that used to make me get out of bed

I only do now out of habit

The things that I used to like I don't really even feel like doing no more

I'd like to take a break and test the waters but I have no boat with a sail nor an oar

Even the drugs that I used to partake and enjoy suddenly became a bore

And why is talking to my friends and family starting to feel like a chore

Novocain

This is beyond me

Novocain

This is beyond me

Novocain

This is beyond me

Novocain

This is beyond me

Numb to the world around me

Numb to my peers popping up and peeping the periphery

Aimlessly wandering on the path that been prescribed to me

Forget to check on the people that ride for me

It be so hard just to live in the present cause I'm so focused on my next move

First time everything on my side been good

Thought it'd be the same for you

Seems like these money moves had took ahold me started to change up my whole world view

Caught up accomplishing missions the ones that

I do it for distant from me in the rearview

Really the vision consisted of them sitting with me riding in the front seat

In actuality I pushed the pedal and took off before I even sent them the addy

Speaking of addy that bit give less every time that I take

Scared not to be with her cause every single one of my accomplishments have her to thank

She help me paint a picture with words

Where when before I'd draw nothing but blanks

I started using her to fix a deficit

Now I depend on her just to create

Novocain

This is beyond me

Novocain

This is beyond me

Novocain

This is beyond me

Novocain

This is beyond me