alive (it's a lie) (demo) Lyrics

Pictures on the wall

Swear they're all getting grayer

Don't feel a thing at all

But no one's even aware cuz

I just try to smile

Through all the pain

"How you been?"

"Oh I'm doing great"

But please don't

Ask me to promise

Cuz If I were honest

A lie it's a lie

I may look happy

But I swear that I'm

Dying on the inside

Survive survive

I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

I spend way too much time

Laying in my bed

Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life

Ohhh

A lie its a lie

I just wanna feel alright

Sleep in

'Till afternoon

But I still wake up tired

Don't know

What else to do

I feel so uninspired and

Finding motivation never works

Every day feels a little worse

So I just pretend I'm okay

When all I want to say is

A lie it's a lie

I may look happy

But I swear that I'm

Dying on the inside

Survive survive

I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

I spend way too much time

Laying in my bed

Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life

Ohhh

A lie it's a lie

I just wanna feel alright