obey Lyrics

Free me from the hourglass so time can finally pass

I've never learned from my mistakes they've always blown up in my face

Teach me till I obey

I need it to hurt to know you won't stay

Despite every word I know you might say

I'd rather be the one to tell you don't come back

Weakness shows me learning that I have no say at all

Repeating everything I hate impossible for me to change

Keep yourself from going back I've said it once before

I've never learned from my mistakes they've always blown up in my face

Teach me till I obey

I need it to hurt to know you won't stay

Despite every word I know you might say

I'd rather be the one to tell you don't come back

It was safe, it was wrong, but I thought I had it

In my brain all along it was automatic

Hide the pain in a song just to not forget it

I don't hate you, I just hate myself

I just hate myself

If I could wake up from this bad dream

I know that I would surely scream out loud

There's a war it seems its guilting me to come out from the clouds