Halfway Dead ft. Parkwaechter Harlekin Lyrics

I'm trying to figure this out still trying to walk without doubt

Sometimes I think that this acids still stuck in my brain

From twenty years ago when I was insane

I don't like to go out I stay away from the crowds

I don't like to dance though I get loose and move to this music

And act like a goose and when the beat kicks in I feel happy all

Over and my face wears a grin

Life doesn't seem as grim as it once did

This is more than just music mother fucker this is everything

Ain't what it seems quiet on the surface got me nervous in dreams

Ain't got no purpose but to pay these bills

I'm only here because my ancestors fucked some against their will

We kill the innocent to eat their flesh

We're conditioned not to question our traditions or to reassess

Blessed be the few in this world of fools

No soup for you if you don't follow the rules

I play it cool in the background

Surround myself with like minded artists and those

Who like to get down

But when I get outside of my head and look around

It makes me sad that I'm halfway dead

Sit with the demigod in white because half-dead and pain

Because soon it will tear my aging heart apart maybe

Who knows what remains what comes

Only time and no one else

Quiet hope lies tiredly into my conscience

While I'm still waiting to miss the stage

Therapy and tinder loneliness forever

No one leaves traces on the asphalt but winter

Road salt in the wounds

Served narrow-minded mottled gray and gone

Half life overcome everything else still stings

What a week huh captain it's Wednesday

Cabbage pasta and semolina porridge

Corner gas and love

Food for the soul and a life for the instincts

Half dead half the rent the circle closes

Sometime but no hurry as long as there's beats