All-Star Mentality Lyrics

Is this life we're living?

I ask myself if this worth it

Everyday I would be mad for no reason

Without seeing, my mom was the one I was hurting

Yelling back and fourth

Sometimes just for no reason

I didn't see the purpose of living

I was just searching for a reason

Tried to put on a fake smile

But inside, I knew I was so beaten

Beaten and bruised

Beaten and used

Like "God, why me?"

I was confused

Looking out my window thinking "why do I refuse?"

Refuse to have some hope

Refuse to think that I was something special, "I'm a joke"

That's what I told myself

I wouldn't help myself

I would just let myself, fall into this pit of sadness

I regret that now

But ain't no time for regrets

That's all I got to say

I say it with my chest

Yeah these the words I got to say

I can't go back to the old days

I can't go back to my old ways

These things that I be stressing to them all day

But they don't care about what I say

I got to tell them all what I say

I got to give them all a reason

To believe in me

All-Star Mentality

R.I.P to all my lost ones

It's a tragedy (Oh)

What about now?

How you feel about it?

Cause I've been thinking for a while

like, HOW I feel about it

And I don't even know how to explain it

I feel like the whole process of doing so, is really draining

It's draining me

And I've been stuck in a cycle, I'm so tired

And I don't even know where to go

And I've been trying so hard to stay afloat

I'm not trying to sink the boat

But it feels like that's exactly what I'm doing though

Cause I

Don't know what to do with these things I'm feeling

I, Don't know how to cope with these things I'm dealing

With or without you

I feel so empty

Sit down, and give up

I swear that it be tempting

I can't go back to the old days

I can't go back to my old ways

These things that I be stressing to them all day

But they don't care about what I say

I got to tell them all what I say

I got to give them all a reason

To believe in me

All-Star Mentality

R.I.P to all my lost ones

It's a tragedy (Oh)