Pay To Be Happy Lyrics

I've gotta stay like this

Cause if I don't then it'll show

And they will know

That I'm trying to hide all my pain

What it takes to stay like this

I've become everything I hate

And I can't break, oh no

I'm so blue

Now you know I'm down

Can you see right through me

I pay to be happy

I pay to be, oh-ho

I pay to be

I pay to be happy again

I pay to be happy

I pay to be, oh-ho

I pay to be

I pay to be happy again

Oh, why am I like this

Some might say that I'm obsessed

With my happiness

Oh, I smile to numb all the pain

Oh, what it takes to stay like this

Oh, my mind is up flames

And I'm to blame, oh no

Well, it's just my luck

That I don't give a f***

And I just want too much

And I can't get enough

I just wanna, I just wanna

I just wanna, wanna, wanna

I pay to be happy

I pay to be, oh-ho

I pay to be

I pay to be happy again

I pay to be happy

I pay to be, oh-ho

I pay to be

I pay to be happy again

I just wanna

Just wanna

Yeah, I pay to be happy

I pay to be, oh-ho

I pay to be

I just wanna, I just wanna

Yeah, I pay to be happy

Oh yeah

I pay to be, oh-ho

I pay to be

I pay to be happy again