Pain Lyrics

And truthfully I'm in pain

Memories all in the past it's such a stir in my brain

Every moment I'm not with you I'm just feeling insane

But when I'm with you it's no better it's so hard to explain

So you used me and you left me so I'm laying here drained

Pills and liquor hit me quicker feel it flow in my veins

Niggas ask me if I'm fine and I just never complain

But in reality I'm looking for a way to be slain

I keep pushing, my strength cushions the blows that I take

I keep looking but everywhere that I look is opaque

And don't tell me you get it, given me fangs like a snake

I'm coiled up I'm getting squished can't take much til I break

And I'm scared to fall asleep I'd rather stay here awake

Three days with no dreams but I'm still seeing your face

Just pills no fills my stomach hates me it ache's

Apologizing to my family our name I forsake

Burning bridges with everyone that I've seen

I promise I don't mean it I'm sorry I been so mean

So distant, light glistens but shadows are all I see

They're racing wanna take me to places that's in between

At least that's just how it seems

I'm working like a machine

No breaks only batter I'm feeling like I can't breathe

The gashes on my body remind you of a ravine

And I'd do all again just to show you that you're a queen

And truthfully I'm in pain

Truthfully I'm in pain

Memories all in the past it's such a stir in my brain

Every moment I'm not with you I'm just feeling insane

But when I'm with you it's no better it's so hard to explain

So you used me and you left me so I'm laying here drained

Pills and liquor hit me quicker feel it flow in my veins

Niggas ask me if I'm fine and I just never complain

But In reality I'm looking for a way to be slain

And truthfully I'm in pain

And truthfully I'm in pain

Memories all in the past it's such a stir in my brain

Every moment I'm not with you I'm just feeling insane

But when I'm with you it's no better it's so hard to explain

So you used me and you left me so I'm laying here drained

Pills and liquor hit me quicker feel it flow in my veins

Niggas ask me if I'm fine and I just never complain

But In reality I'm looking for a way to be slain

Truthfully I'm in pain