I'm Never Loved Lyrics

I'm always in my bubble for 17 years

Been a classroom clown, always have good jokes

My friends would stick around, they loved to hang out with me

But I was so busy to think the stuff that made them pleased

Until puberty hits, I felt so lost

I hated everyone, I just wanted to be alone

My friends thought I was trying hard to act that I am cool

So they left me all alone until I felt that I'm their tool

I just want to be loved like everybody else

But people will find someone who's better than myself

Why do we always try so hard to feel that I'm enough

While hope is hard to find so I guess I'm never loved

I lost my funny side during high school year

Could not talk at all, people thought that I was weird

Thank god I had my cousin who was always there with me

When high school was a b, she helped me through it easily

Until oh my god, she found a new friend

They got along so fast, it was so scary

I thought she only told me all the secrets that she had

But now she only tells her friend whenever she is feeling sad

I just want to be loved like everybody else

But people will find someone who's better than myself

Why do we always try so hard to feel that I'm enough

While hope is hard to find so I guess I'm never loved

I used to miss my brother all the time

Used to cry alone whenever I'm home

Even though I changed a lot when I grew up a little bit

But my brother never cares, he never told me how to fit

I'm in college now and I met a girl

She's older than me but she's so carefree

I've learned so much from her and she gave me a glimpse of hope

But it's not so hard to find so I guess I will be loved

I just want to be loved like everybody else

But people will find someone who's better than myself

Why do I always try so hard to feel that I'm enough

While hope is hard to find so I guess I'm never loved

I'm never loved

I will be loved

I wanna be loved

I just don't want to be replaced by someone better

Constantly feel like I'm nobody

Like I am a book at a house party

As I sink to the state of sadness or anxiety

She always counts on me so I feel like I'm somebody