If You're Hearing This Lyrics

If you're hearing this it's too late

I'm on the last subway home

Maybe if you'd call me back I'd wait

But now I'm all alone

I keep my broken heart in a bag

It's the only thing I own

Can't call home to mom and dad

Cause now I've got no phone

Maybe this is how it's supposed to end

My heart with me and yours with you

Maybe this brokenness will mend

Or maybe we're both screwed

And I didn't wanna go

And you didn't wanna let me

Couldn't see inside my soul

And I'm afraid what yours would tell me

So if you're hearing this it's too late

Left every picture on the wall

And I'm sorry this was our fate

All because of one missed phone call

Maybe I'm just not ready for love

Or even worse maybe I'm incapable

Maybe you just didn't give enough

Maybe you were seeing other people

Or maybe my older brother was right

You just weren't the one for me

Is that supposed to help me sleep tonight

Cause you're the only thing in my memory

I'm sorry that I had to leave

But it wasn't you that broke me

Not this city and it's sharp teeth

After all I'm my worst enemy

So if you're hearing this it's too late

I'll send you a postcard from where I'll be

And to me there is no worse fate

Than to love unrequitedly