Flooding My Own Garden Lyrics

I see no blood no scars

All I know is something hurts

I'm in the field you know

Where just invasive species grow

I'm grateful that you made my bed

Thanks but Ill sleep when Im dead

Gardens flooded please don't bother

I've killed plants with too much water

Fuck this world I hate it

I love it all the same and

Ill pay my debts from way back then

I'll be back I dont know when

Clock ticks I never miss

It's better if you just exist

Thank you for this gift of life

Love is patient love is kind

This field is dying and Im dying cause I need to leave

Im running from the only thing that made me live and breathe

I'm never tired I always chase the rising sun

The world is mine so I think I'll pack my bag and run

I still remember someday we won't remember this

You still remind me through the winters for now spring exists

You know theres something Ive been asking myself to say

But thats for another day