Beautiful Nightmare ft. Omnilux Lyrics

She my Beautiful nightmare

She got not reason to fight fare

She my Beautiful Nightmare

She my Beautiful nightmare

She got not reason to fight fare

She my Beautiful Nightmare

I have never been a ladies man my looks just made it certain

Comb over big old glasses surely looked a little nerdy

New this girl in second grade when she smile it made me nervous

Thought I'd tell her how I feel

I couldn't muscle up the courage

As the years went along my little heart grew even fonder

We was in the 7th grade now and by then was gonner

Lost in my own head I couldnt see no one beyond her

I was Day dreaming I could easy ride her Peter Fonda

Then came the day that i thought i could finally shoot my shot

Typed a message up on Myspace told her every truth I got

She didnt hesitate I swear my girl was quick with her reply

I think we should just be friend cuz you're really not that guy

Never give up on the girl that's what I saw in all the movies

So I asked a few more times till she revealed how she felt truly

I told ya once already but you dont seem to catch my drift

I dont feel the same about you I could sense that she was pissed

So I dropped the conversation

Tried to stop my heart from breaking

But I knew that it was late hadda find someone new to tape it

I was running outta patience

You could smell my desperation

Puberty hit me hard like heroine to caucasians

Fourteen came with more women

That didnt like me cuz I was different

Maybe ugly was the word was to horny to even listen

I wasn't in the competition so I had to walk away

Now I'm back here thinking about it and I got a lot to say

She my Beautiful nightmare

She got not reason to fight fare

She my Beautiful Nightmare

She my Beautiful nightmare

She got not reason to fight fare

She my Beautiful Nightmare

Junior year came out of nowhere

Women started taking notice

Finaly crawled up outta my head Testosterone was bonus

Now I'm the one who had to choose

New feelings I was mad confuse

Searching for my absolute I was trynna keep my focus

It was white girl from the burbs also trynna herself

I though she was the dopest she didnt think that herself

I could spot the insecurities I thought that she ain't had none

So I opened up myself

Only to be dismantled

It wasnt all her fault

I surely played a role

I was out here chasing pussy

When I should've stayed at home

I swear I never cheated

But sure as hell came close

That's why you end up leaving

I'm grieving my empty soul

She the reason that I smoke

Reefer helped me to forget her

Only to haunt me back when I'm sober

Higher the better was my motto for while till I got my shit together

Never felt anything better than the girl that I was next to

There used to be a time when I'd put no one above her

7 years we been apart but a part of me still loves her

Heard some shit the other day that kinda had me gasping

Even through all our bullshit I just hope that she is happy

This joint right here is for all of the women in life

Some of ya brought me pain while many gave me insight

I know I'm damaged goods but i've learnt alot I swear

Even though I've moved on you'll forever be my

She my Beautiful nightmare

She got not reason to fight fare

She my Beautiful Nightmare

She my Beautiful nightmare

She got not reason to fight fare

She my Beautiful Nightmare

I think I've met my match and I'm positive it's for sure

This last year has great cuz you ain't miles away anymore

I know I'm hard to work it there's a lot you have endured

I swear my heart is in the right place and my intentions are pure

No cap you came with baggage but I've been this way since birth

And every problem that we had it was me throwing the dirt

Now I know I'm wrong it's my fault

I couldn't get out my head and every second I regret

I couldn't tell you this in person

On a positive note before I end this song

I'm thankful for the gift you are a queen who knows she's strong

I thought I was close but I was far away like light years

And ever since we've met you've been the beauty in my nightmare