Pain Lyrics

I'm smiling through the day but all I feel is pain

Carrying is emptiness inside that won't float away

How can they smile in my face and when I turn my back

Happiness disappears and the door latch

Oh, I wanna be a man, I have to pay my bills

Watching my friends in the wind while I'm standing still

Is this the life that was planned, is this the life for me

Do I intend to be a loser till I'm buried deep

See the eyes is the way I can see your soul

And you can say what you want I know what's really told

The game deals shaky hands watch your friends and foes

And if it glitters in your eyes make sure it's truly gold

See Its hard to hate that one when you love this one

I can feel it in her body when I fuck and kiss her

And you know every day it's the same thing

Same face, same halls and the same pain

Pain

All I really want is someone I can trust

All this pain inside, it kills to smile

When it hurts so much

And I've been hoping, praying that, that day will come

Take away the rain, ease the pain

And bring a glance of sun

Can I weather through the storm, I feel internal bleeding

Everyday I'm being watched for no apparent reason

Damn I hate you mother fuckers and as my anger increase

I want to smack you mother fuckers till your soul is deceased

But I'm calm, a cool man

Bust my ass from nine to five with my cracked hands

But still tender

Hoping I can make through December

And if I die, these are the words to remember

In so much pain

Never let them see you cry

The weak attack the weak

Sometimes I wanna die

Do only angels fly

Take me to the place where I yearn to be

And understand when its hard to see

In some much pain

All I really want is someone I can trust

All this pain inside, it kills to smile

When it hurts so much

And I've been hoping, praying that, that day will come

Take away the rain, ease the pain

And bring a glance of sun

My mind is always telling me to get'em

My heart is holding back cause I don't wanna go prison

The more that I try seems the less I receive

So I release all my emotions in the songs that sing

Hoping you can understand, see the error in your ways

Politicians having sex with younger ladies wont change

So don't look surprised when you see it on the news

And I'm gonna tell the truth like my kanji tattoos

God blessed me with voice and I'm ah speak

Use it as a key, unlock the strength in the weak

The blind and the muted, and to those who can hear

But prefer not listen though the pictures plan and clear

Never fear,

But I worry my assumptions maybe right

Reaching for the light fighting demons in the night

Help me,

Anxieties got my soul lost

I'm not anti-social

There's just no one I can trust

In so much pain

All I really want is someone I can trust

All this pain inside, it kills to smile

When it hurts so much

And I've been hoping, praying that, that day will come

Take away the rain, ease the pain

And bring a glance of sun

All I really want yeah, in all of this pain it hurts

It hurts me baby

Pain