Transparency Lyrics

Oh it's been so long since I've felt home

It's not so rare that I feel this cold and alone

You eyes cut through me and whisper I'm wrong

I was just a kid how could you tell me those words

I feel I can't breath and the colours are caving in

When reality dims the lights and forces me out of my skin

Your words transpire perpetually into my soul

Cause you only taught me how to choke

Idle failure

Always giving up

Not enough for us

Damn we wish you were more

What you could've been

Heights you can't achieve

Always on our mind

A never burning star

Oh I've lost myself

Inside this lustre hell

Ask my transparent soul

What's so wrong and what's the matter with you

Won't you pull back through

Oh Pull back through

They fill your eyes with bleach and your neck with thorns

They made a mess so big I can hardly see it all

Will you just cry there on the cold and rusty floor

Or soar above it and let me blaze through it all

Idle failure

Always giving up

Not enough for us

Damn we wish you were more

What you could've been

Heights you can't achieve

Always on our mind

A never burning star

Oh I've lost myself

Inside this lustre hell

Ask my transparent soul

What's so wrong and what's the matter with you

Won't you pull back through

Oh Pull back through

You go and do it scum

How is it neck deep in

Your deluded thoughts every day

Fighting so hard

To stray away from being you

Come make my world easy

And scorch this flawless me

I craft my pink reality

Where I am what I want to be

I've learned to breathe again

I am my favourite shade

This pink beams through my skin

My light should transcend me