Alexithymia Lyrics

I look into your eyes

One last time

Before all fades to black

How can you love me?

If I can't express how I feel at all

Suddenly I open my eyes

And you are leaving

I'd ask you to stay

But I know full well

That I can never express

My true emotions to you

And so the longing continues

Exhume my life

Every fucking thing in my past

Ignited my will to die

I wish I could not burden you

With such a significant flaw

Adorned by my traumatic past

Every chance I get

I'd write long messages

To show any emotion I can

But then it feels insincere

This searing emptiness

My decaying mind

The bitterness crawls

Deep within my heart

I can no longer

feel anything

There were traces of you

After you've left

It hurts to know

How easy it is to replace me

Now I see

I will never be enough