PILLOWCASE Lyrics

I've been going nowhere

Chasing after nothing

Something special for me

Is coming I just know it

Taking time to realize

That I'm not all that I

Think I am

I'm not a man I'm just a boy

Cause I wake up every morning and I feel okay

Dripping from my eyelids to my pillowcase

Cause I can't stand it

Took you for granted

Always told you that I'm sorry, I still feel the same

Didn't think you'd ever come to feel this way

But I'm still standing

Burning pictures of you inside of my head

Sparking a fire all by myself

Sparking it twice to keep on getting me high

Placing you higher up on the shelf

Now I'm placing you higher up like-

Cause you're the only one I run to

The only one I keep in this space

The only one who really wants to

Stick by

Me

(You see here kid

You gotta just go for it

Don't think about what comes after or what came before

You just gotta bend your knees

Take a deep breath

And jump)

Is this all that you want

Is this all that you want, my dear

Is this all that you want

If this is all that you want, then let me know what to do

Let me know, to find why

You're always on my mind

I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you

I don't mind if you lay

Your mistakes on my name

Though it drives me insane tryna fix you

Well if it's all just for the best, then I guess

But what if all the plays we make end up the same

Then oh well

(I hear you calling

And I'm coming back

To you, to you

To you)

If this is all the thanks that I get

I'd rather just be an asshole

(Now let's see if we got the facts straight)

Maybe if I lost all my shame, my regret

I'd get all the things that I asked for

If this is all the thanks that I get

I'd rather just be an asshole

Maybe if I lost all my shame, my regret

I'd get all the things that I asked for