Secret Lies Lyrics

Everything started with you

Remember I helped you grow

You would always get mad at me

Even though I kept you close

Baby girl how could you fold

I was standin on ten toes

You would always do the most

But I know how this shit goes

These bitches confusing they play with ya soul

They think it's amousing to dig us a hole

Then put us down in it that 6 feet below

Upgradin my vision so I have to go

Cloudy pictures float around like a ghost

Make it rain down maybe sum snow

The winter came around n made ur heart cold

Stuck in ur presence im froze

I think u keep things from me

Run too deep on loyalty

You make seconds last forever and I never wanna leave

Secret lies you never told me this is who you wanna be

No goodbye you left me dyin in the middle of a dream

Oh wait it was it a nightmare

Then I woke up and your and not there

Yea you know we did a lot here

Throwin me away now I see clear

Givin me the pain while you have fun

How the fuck could you now I feel dumb

Drink anotha cup now I feel numb

Now when you need me I will not come

Just talked to god he said I'm the chosen one

He was reassuren me you ain't the only one

Don't come back cryin when I'm goin up

When you hear this turn it off say I had enough

Damn I guess I wasn't good enough

U gotta new lifestyle yea I know it's tough

I was in the same shoes but I made it work

U ain't give it any chance put me in the dirt

I'll be makin money baby don't you worry bout it

Makin up excuses I don't wanna hear about it

Life kinda goin down ima get around it

Lookin At the sorrows and they started pilin

Fast forward few weeks now I'm always smilin

Then the very next day feel like I be drownin

Ion know what's goin on lotta shit around me

I'm alive but I'm dead feelin like a zombie

Drivin all the way to see you but I seen the evil peepin through the window

Fuckin up my mental makin instrumentals I don't ever let up

I just keep on goin tired and im fed up

Money over pussy gotta get my bread up

Mask on like I'm V for Vendetta

Conversations with her so detrimental

Now all the broken thoughts collide in my temple

I think that you keepin shit from me

Can you tell me what the fuck is goin on I need my peace

Offered you the whole damn pie but you just ran off wit a piece

Havin fun with all these hoes

You ran off gave up on P

I think u keep things from me

Run too deep on loyalty

You make seconds last forever and I never wanna leave

Secret lies you never told me this is who you wanna be

No goodbye you left me dyin in the middle of a dream

Oh wait it was it a nightmare

Then I woke up and your and not there

Yea you know we did a lot here

Throwin me away now I see clear

Givin me the pain while you have fun

How the fuck could you now I feel dumb

Drink anotha cup now I feel numb

Now when you need me I will not come

I won't be there

I won't be there

I can see clear that you don't care

Don't belong here this is not fair

I won't be there

I won't be there

No when you need me the most